I split up with Terrence today or as my brother calls it, "broke it off" since technically we were already broken up. It's hard... I'm really in love with this dude, but he seems to have moved on. I had called him all last night and called him all this morning. Naturally, he did not respond until 1:31p.m. I really wanted it to work, but he isn't pulling his weight in the relationship.. but also I think he's in love with someone else. If he wasn't, I believe he would've went after to me... But alas he didn't so. I wrote a letter to him hoping that he'd react more panicky, but I think he was relieved O.o I can't lie and say that I'm not hurting, because seeing him online is making me in pain.. He asked if I deleted him off of Facebook, but I technically didn't. I blocked him months ago, and when I unblocked him today, it has instantly unfreinded him.... *oops* Well, at least he still has my number and my skype at least.. I hope that maybe in the future we will reconcile and get back together. I'm not sure if that will ever happen, I can't live in hope since I had already lived in that. He doesn't seem to think he's done anything wrong, but I don't know.. maybe we are meant to be together, just not right now... *heartbreak*