Sooooo... got on the phone with Danny boy to talk after work... I can honestly say that I don't really feel much of a connection with him these days or... rather for a while... we've also had quite a few fights lately. I'll say for sure it's because he's over-confident/cocky, selfish, and self-centered.
I guess when you look at my track record, almost all the guys I've been with (if not all) are at least selfish and self-centered. I am, however, tired of being misunderstood or having my interests overlooked...
In any case, back to the story ( ' -'). We talk about TomorrowWorld and planning for it (FINALLY). I bought the tickets some month ago, which heh was not cheap ( O -O)!! It was at least $600 for two V.I.P. tickets for crying out loud. So, all I asked for him is to pay for gas and food (and possibly a hotel if needed or necessary). We start planning and we end up butting heads over lack of understanding and misunderstandings... this is a CONSTANT THING. I really don't know if we are going to last...
He doesn't hear my side of the story, and he's so adamant to be right because he's a SORE LOSER. He can't lose gracefully, and he has issues keeping his word. Anywaaaaaaay, so I was asking what his budget was for this music festival, and he didn't know too well, and he was kind of being unclear about how much he was spending for that weekend... Needless to say, it is going to be expensive... anyway, he wanted to rely on "experience", which for this there is limited. I told him to start looking for hotels from last week I think, because I told him it was already going to more than likely be booked or we would have to pay more because of how late we waited AND because the hotels know the music festival is going to be close (duh). So there a muli fights in there over a week or two. Ugh. It's very frustrating... HE IS SO INTO HIMSELF!!! I just feel like telling him to STFU sometimes or even taking him down a peg. I hate that I need to take my own boyfriend down a peg because he's to fucking cocky and self-centered to listen to ANYONE ELSE. Ass. One day, he'll listen AFTER THE FACT. Probably would've broke his heart by then.
I guess when you look at my track record, almost all the guys I've been with (if not all) are at least selfish and self-centered. I am, however, tired of being misunderstood or having my interests overlooked...
In any case, back to the story ( ' -'). We talk about TomorrowWorld and planning for it (FINALLY). I bought the tickets some month ago, which heh was not cheap ( O -O)!! It was at least $600 for two V.I.P. tickets for crying out loud. So, all I asked for him is to pay for gas and food (and possibly a hotel if needed or necessary). We start planning and we end up butting heads over lack of understanding and misunderstandings... this is a CONSTANT THING. I really don't know if we are going to last...
He doesn't hear my side of the story, and he's so adamant to be right because he's a SORE LOSER. He can't lose gracefully, and he has issues keeping his word. Anywaaaaaaay, so I was asking what his budget was for this music festival, and he didn't know too well, and he was kind of being unclear about how much he was spending for that weekend... Needless to say, it is going to be expensive... anyway, he wanted to rely on "experience", which for this there is limited. I told him to start looking for hotels from last week I think, because I told him it was already going to more than likely be booked or we would have to pay more because of how late we waited AND because the hotels know the music festival is going to be close (duh). So there a muli fights in there over a week or two. Ugh. It's very frustrating... HE IS SO INTO HIMSELF!!! I just feel like telling him to STFU sometimes or even taking him down a peg. I hate that I need to take my own boyfriend down a peg because he's to fucking cocky and self-centered to listen to ANYONE ELSE. Ass. One day, he'll listen AFTER THE FACT. Probably would've broke his heart by then.