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Soooooooooooo, I hung out with "Bishounen Uruhu" yesterday and it was pretty awesome! We went to Lenox and ate out there lol and caught up. I hadn't laughed so hard in months! I had fun ^.^ I didn't want to go home of course, because of my homework and possible depression that would creep in. But it was fun while it lasted. He came to my job after work and I was running kind of late because of customers and my coworker taking forever to come back down to customs (where I was). He walked me to my shuttle when we got off the train, and afterward I think I felt important for a change; like I mattered to someone for a change. It was really nice.
This too!
This.
Sometimes I feel like this is hovering over me sometimes O.o I don't even know what this is lol
OMG THIS SO CUTE AND IMMA GET ONE!! I really want one! And in other news, I figure I go with the flow with my ex and see where things take us. I'm very curious as to what will happen and hope that we can escalate to more than best friends. Though I did find out that we never did stop being best friends; I guess he just needs to process things slower and develop slower. I hope things will get better.
My Capstone course is going to kick my ass, and that's my main and primary concern at the moment. I hope I don't screw that up or I'm screwed!!! >.< I need miracles for my various situations, and I hope I receive them!!
ROFL!! My cuz accidentally set his front yard on fire!! xD He's on the phone with my bro trying to put it out xDD
How I have been feeling for the past two weeks..
The person who sent this to me made me smile ^.^ Keep wondering if there's underlying meanings to it
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Technically, I'm not sure how often I'm "allowed" to update my blog, but I do feel "trapped" in my shell right now; I feel somewhat isolated. To make today more uneasy than the usual, I learned from my Mom that my tennis coach is battling with Prostate Cancer... He hasn't told me yet because I haven't called in a while. One of my other tennis coaches died last year from a stroke... It's like everyone is leaving me everywhere I turn... Who can I go to... Where can I go... I'm so alone
"One good thing about music, when it hits you, you feel no pain."
