I meant to update this blog when this had been overly hyped. But I guess time got away from me. Kate and William. Those two names stand as a unity of love and a sacred bond. They are so cute together and in love. I hope they make it together. Of course the wedding was beautiful, I watched it on TV after slaving 5 hours on the hedges outside. I loved her dress and how she appeared to look like a future queen. Omg she's so perfect. How about everyone in England got a day off for the royal wedding; how cute. Hahaha, my company didn't do that even though we are a British company. Unfortunately, William is balding in his late 20's, and people are thinking that it was probably one of the reasons he decided to marry Kate. Though if that is one of his secret reasons or a secret reason, then I would find that kind of painful. They did seem very much in love. I grew jealous of the union, not because of Prince William or any monetary values or statuses, but because of how happy they seemed together. Of how in love they seemed to be. As I battle my own love life with various issues and loneliness, I find that maybe I'm not worth committing to, or loving, or being made the world of, or being everything. Like, I assume maybe there is something wrong with me of why I am not worth a stable commitment and attention. A form of consistent routine that involves "I love you's" or "can I see you" or talking everyday or majority of the week, instead of for example, being replaced by a video game that you can play ANYTIME. But anyway... loving live Kate and William, one of many couples I hope to live my love life after or in their happiness... since happiness of my own is a touch and go..