Okay so like what the fuck whoa. This show, OMFG IS SOO AWESOME!! So, like I never heard of it before until my boyfriend *super smile* had told me I would really like this show and said his roommate introduced him to it. I'm still like really? O.o because dude is ultimately religious and this is like so totally opposite I mean even their religion references are anti-christ lol like WTF. Anyways :P sooo yeah, at first Terrence was so much more ahead of me than I was when we first started, but I caught really fast even despite the fact that they are 45 minute episodes @.@ lol he was more shocked than I was. At first, I was upset because I told him to wait for me to catch up, and then I stopped watching it. After venting and telling him how I'm not going to watch it anymore I start watching it and watching it and omfg lol I'm hooked, or was... I just finished watching the series finale of season 3 and season 4 hasn't even started yet, ugh. Of course there's this couple that you have no idea gets together until you watch it of course and they make me feel so sad sometimes and definitely now, since one of them dies... so unlikely! Above is the original cast, though Ethan didn't come back for season 3... and Alisha and Simon won't be back for season 4 T.T broke my heart it did. Oh, and if you hadn't guessed, it's a British show, that I've been watching on hulu, but had to watch series finale for season 3 on another website. boooo hulu >.> but alas, I watched it all. I kind of don't want to watch season 4 just because Simon and Alisha won't be there. 

     I enjoyed watching it with my boyfriend and talking about it occasionally. I wanted to do something with him for the longest. Things have been okay between us or at least we seem a lot more connected than before to say the least. I guess we needed to find a groove for "us". I noticed that either his ex or him blocked one another on Facebook. I dunno what happened, though I won't lie and say I'm not happy about it. I feel as thought she did it because I posted and tagged picture of Terrence in black and white photos and it seems like that's when that block happened... assuming.  I'm scared of the future still... I try to maintain a life outside "us" especially considering that he's in Valdosta for another semester, hopefully last one. I'm visiting him next weekend (8 days! ^.^) I'm hoping it won't be a drag nor a disaster. I could've saw him yesterday and today but he voted against it; my mom was going to Valdosta for her job training or something and we could've been together... but alas, I don't want any friction nor for him to be upset with me lol... I just hope he is missing me just as badly as I miss him...