I honestly don't see how anyone could read my blog :P if anyone does, I love you!! Now, I'm typing tonight again because my boyfriend just isn't cutting it. I mean truthfully, he really doesn't want this relationship anymore like he used to. I was just sitting on the phone with him as he played I assumed L.O.L., due to the high and heavy volume of typing and mouse clicking, and he barely was trying to listen to me... I was expecting him to ask me over today since I work late tomorrow. Nope. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
         Things I Would Love in a Boyfriend (if you are out there...):

1. To brighten up my day with small gestures of love and kindness.
2. To chase after me, because you know I will push you away because I've been hurt so many times..
3. To make me feel safe and loved all the time.
4. To always be there somehow, someway..
5. To LISTEN to me and HEAR what I'm saying, and demonstrate that through regular conversation.
6. To be able to sweep me off my feet every now and then to let me know that you still have the hots for me *blush*
7. To take interest in my interest (like I will yours) and to make me a subject you would love to study *blush*
8. To UNDERSTAND me to the fullest extent, and to make every effort to do so, no matter if we are up all night.
9. The ability to make me happy.. by doing stuff you KNOW will make me happy and by researching on your own ways to make me happy (both mixing personal and generic attempts to find the perfect gestures)
10. Buy or make me something sweet and thoughtful once in a while.
11. Show a little jealousy or a sense of "you're mine, only mine" stamp once in a while, to let me know you care if I'm swept up by someone else.
12. Be involved in my life as much as possible..
13. Plan things to do with me in advance sometimes (no matter how long the time period) especially so I can have something to look forward to (especially on bad days at work)..
14. Do fun and quirky things with me and to me.. make me laugh sometimes :)
15. Help me when I need it... Be there in multiple ways.. 
16. If you can't write or draw or whatever, I'd love it if you'd try for me, even if it's crappy, I would love it that if it will make me happy you'll do anything to keep me that way..
17. Bring me to the stars and moon and make me your world...
18. Find new ways to keep the relationship fresh and new once in a blue moon possibly... keep me yearning after you
19. Surprise me!
20. Make the little things count.. and most of all always tell me you love me, regardless of what happened between us..