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Lol, it’s been a while since I’ve written on my blog. Though, technically it has been longer than this in the past.. but maybe it will help relive some stress..
So, today is my Friday for the week.. T.T why you may ask? Because:
- I’m too nice at times, which led me to taking a coworker’s shift on my off days because her cousin died..
- and two because I had to close from Tuesday last week to Monday this week!!! And I have been working 9 days straight!!!!!
I hate my job. ( ‘ –‘)
I know I say this whenever I get the opportunity O.o but honestly can you blame me?.. And I’ve been trying to keep hope alive with applying to jobs.. and I had an interview TWICE last week for the same job but in different areas of Atlanta
It did deter me from applying to jobs, and also from having hope on finding something else. But apparently, my boyfriend finds it preposterous, and made it one of his missions to get me a job and out of the airport. xD Which brings me to yesterday, lol, he apparently applied online to SEVERAL JOBS at one time for me ^.^ aww. One of the contacts had called me yesterday, and it would’ve worked out had it not been an hour away in Norcross xP. IT WAS ENTRY LEVEL PUBLIC RELATONS!! O.o
This weekend Daniel, my boyfriend, is supposed to teach me how to swim, and we’re also supposed to be shopping for swim suits tomorrow ^.^ It’s been interesting ride these past few months. It’s not what I expected. But it’s been great nonetheless. Our 2 month anniversary is on it’s way, and I’m wondering what he has in store for us ^.^ he makes it seem like there’s a spectacle aspect going on :P
In other news, it seems like Terrence and I are trying to be friends. He sent a friend request on Skype to me last week, and we talked then. We haven’t spoken since then, and maybe that’s because he wants me to speak first xP but I do get online at least to see if my other buddies are on. ^.^
I can’t wait for this weekend, and hopefully soon a new job!! T.T
After taking it slow for about a week now with my beloved boyfriend, Daniel, I think that I really can undoubtedly say that I am in love with him and everything about him ^.^ We have been molding our relationship into a new future that I can gladly say is a lot brighter than it was previously!
He’s been showing me continuously how he is learning more and more about me, and what he remembers. Like for example, last night he was hungry and I wasn’t to hungry and he knew lol “for some odd reason” :P that I would probably only want something small and sweet since it was late at night and I just got off AND had a bowl of salsa xD Not to mention or date on Sunday has helped open ourselves up more. Not to mention he knows that he can be his true self now with me. ^.^
We’ve had many interesting moments this week like when I made him lunch in the morning making the sandwich that he fell in love with at the park and packing mango slices in a container (originally buying the slices for him) ^.^ I didn’t know what chips he wanted so I asked him to pick one before he left, and when he went to the car he opened it up and was surprised at the lunch I made xD It’s little things like that that I think make our relationship a lot more special now. It feels now that I’ve met him in person versus online and that I can now build a story with him ^.^ lol and what a story it has been ^.^ He most definitely isn’t going to let me go now xD
UPDATED!: (So far done are crossed out)
Things want to do with Daniel (and maybe also Bro, Cuz, and
Friends too) this summer:
Picnic at park (piedmont or centennial)- Hike up stone mountain
- Road Trip!!!!
- Re-watch Clannad
- Learn to swim
- White Waters
- Dragoncon
- Movies:
- Star Trek
Iron Man 3- Kick-Ass 2
- Pain and Gain
- Carrie
- World War Z
- The Great Gatsby
Fast and Furious 6- The End
- 300: Rise of an Empire
- Man of Steel
- The Woulverine
- Go to Little 5 points and explore
- Go to a Thai restaurant
- Import Alliance SUMMER!!!
- Test ride in awesome cars xD
- etc ( ‘ .’)
Yesterday, Daniel and I had an awesome day! It was sort of unexpected, but then again with Daniel's optimism and determination it's hard for things to go wrong I guess xD.
It began with Chris saying that it may rain on Sunday, primarily 70% chance of it. Naturally, we were bummed out considering most times when we try to do something together on Sunday it 65% of the time is raining x.x
After the 3 of us, Daniel, me, and Chris, went to go pick up grocery for the apartment (sort of) and the picnic date on Sunday, I held back making the sandwiches because we weren't sure if we were going to get rained out.
But the next day however, it as sunny and we though hey why not go! So, I try to flatten out my natural hair T.T and we get ready to go. I make the most awesomest sandwiches apparently O.O!! Okay. So we drive on our way there after stopping by Publix to pick up wine glasses for our Sparkling Red Grape drink (we aren't alcohol drinkers and thankfully he isn't really either). We had other drinks like water and Vanilla Coke too :D!
On our way, we saw a huge rain cloud coming over Atlanta, and it was scary ._.; lol and when we were exiting to get off of the highway to Piedmont Park, it poured down rain .-.' BUT we still went xD in fact the attendant that attended to the gates O.o (lots of words), was probably thinking what the fuck, why are they coming into the park xD But whatever ( ' -')> still went.
So we drove for a little bit until we got to a parking deck/garage? O.o for Piedmont park? O.o ... weird o.O Still was raining.. wasn't sure how this was going to work, but we got out and walked in the rain with my handy umbrella xD. Of course, Daniel carried the picnic basket/cooler thingy. It was kind of romantic walking in the rain together trying to find the picnic shelter area. It felt like we were roaming in a land filled with zombies with the rain and overcast and lush garden park place xD. So we walk and walk till we get to the picnic shelter and there's a bunch of people there! Lmao it was like we found salvation in the picnic shelter in a zombie movie xD.
When we got to the picnic shelter we saw a group of people playing these unique musical instruments. It sounded like it was from Africa. And at first it felt like we were in a whole different country xD And made it seem even more like a zombie movie with music sounding like "hope" xD lmao! But after a while it was starting to get annoying ( ' -').
After we had set up the area on a bench and table thingy and I had went to the bathroom, all of a sudden it stopped raining and allowed us to have a great picnic ^.^ it was cute, and interesting that it decided to stop after we were upset it was raining. Felt like a metaphor of some sort. Like we cross and go through the rain so we can have sunshine :P Aww. ^.^ And it also began to get really hot x.x lol. We were trying to have as much time together as possible since he had to help out his bro in a few hours, picking him up after work. But even then still, he still put me first ^.^
We were pretty hungry so we were itching to get into that picnic basket!!!!!! ( O 0O)!!! Lol feast your eyes on the top layer of goodness below!!!!! ( O 0O)!!
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When we were walking back to the car, he decided to do something random, and soon I would see just as romantic as well. He went over to the hill area and was looking for something. I was curious as to what and he was looking for O.o. He said after our talk for a few days and after Chris talked to him, it allowed him to unlock his creative side that he kept locked away for a long time (like me lol). In any case, lol, he returned with a flower (blue) that he randomly picked off of a hill just for me ^.^ It was a great way to end our date ^.^ Couldn't have asked for more ^.^ :$ We're steadily crossing stuff off of my summer to do list ^.^
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| Daniel Driving |
After the 3 of us, Daniel, me, and Chris, went to go pick up grocery for the apartment (sort of) and the picnic date on Sunday, I held back making the sandwiches because we weren't sure if we were going to get rained out.
But the next day however, it as sunny and we though hey why not go! So, I try to flatten out my natural hair T.T and we get ready to go. I make the most awesomest sandwiches apparently O.O!! Okay. So we drive on our way there after stopping by Publix to pick up wine glasses for our Sparkling Red Grape drink (we aren't alcohol drinkers and thankfully he isn't really either). We had other drinks like water and Vanilla Coke too :D!
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| Atlanta Storm Coming |
So we drove for a little bit until we got to a parking deck/garage? O.o for Piedmont park? O.o ... weird o.O Still was raining.. wasn't sure how this was going to work, but we got out and walked in the rain with my handy umbrella xD. Of course, Daniel carried the picnic basket/cooler thingy. It was kind of romantic walking in the rain together trying to find the picnic shelter area. It felt like we were roaming in a land filled with zombies with the rain and overcast and lush garden park place xD. So we walk and walk till we get to the picnic shelter and there's a bunch of people there! Lmao it was like we found salvation in the picnic shelter in a zombie movie xD.
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| Ethnic Musical Group |
When we got to the picnic shelter we saw a group of people playing these unique musical instruments. It sounded like it was from Africa. And at first it felt like we were in a whole different country xD And made it seem even more like a zombie movie with music sounding like "hope" xD lmao! But after a while it was starting to get annoying ( ' -').
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| Atlanta Skyline |
After we had set up the area on a bench and table thingy and I had went to the bathroom, all of a sudden it stopped raining and allowed us to have a great picnic ^.^ it was cute, and interesting that it decided to stop after we were upset it was raining. Felt like a metaphor of some sort. Like we cross and go through the rain so we can have sunshine :P Aww. ^.^ And it also began to get really hot x.x lol. We were trying to have as much time together as possible since he had to help out his bro in a few hours, picking him up after work. But even then still, he still put me first ^.^
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| Daniel and I |
We were pretty hungry so we were itching to get into that picnic basket!!!!!! ( O 0O)!!! Lol feast your eyes on the top layer of goodness below!!!!! ( O 0O)!!
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| Awesome Basket of Food!! |
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| Dessert |
We decided to move to a quieter area to have dessert xD and explore a little in the process ^.^ (In picture he is wearing my Chaos, "Kaos", necklace given by me ^.^) We went to Publix to pick up some fruit so we would have nutella and fruit on top @.@ was sooooooooooo awesome!! :D Along with seeing the park in a unique point of view on top. Lol we climbed some staircases and saw the soccer field and then the benches where we decided to stop.
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| Awww |
Now that Daniel and I are taking it slow, finally lol, it’s finally hitting me that Daniel really doesn’t know how to take things slow. Within the first month before we officially got together I think or little after we got together, he bought me an $80 necklace! I felt that was WAY too much too soon… I mean it’s nice to an extent, but it really wasn’t my type of jewelry. And to me I’m not sure if he picked it out and was thinking that he liked it so he wanted to see it around my neck, because it’s not like he knew what I liked and it would seem selfish in a way for him to do that. It’s not like I want to pick it out or anything, it’s just it doesn’t show me that you actually picked it out primarily for me; Especially when I’m not really a traditional jewelry person. When I buy jewelry, it has a particular look that I like or feel to it so to speak. Like, I like dark green jade, sometimes just jade period. I also like cute looking things, and unique looking things that maybe someone made by hand perhaps, like the hand glass blown heart shaped necklace I got in Italy
Terrence’s reappearing had nothing to do with the roller coaster ride really that I’ve been secretly battling with Daniel. It just came out because it kind of felt like I had someone in my corner who wasn’t biased, and felt like understood me. Yes, Terrence is not biased, if you believe that lol. He lol, apparently does his research well. But in any case, we both agree Daniel is a good guy. It seems like maybe we are trying to move towards being friends again… It seems like we’re trying to accept things now, but we both agree that nothing is set in stone, so maybe if we’re both single again one day, maybe we will be able to try again for lol a third time xD. I miss him, and was glad he made the extra effort to contact me. We both are hurting, but funnily enough making it through together in a way…
But back to Daniel and I’s.. issues lol. In retrospect, there isn’t anything wrong with him. It’s just I wish there was more understanding.. natural understanding. With him, he had admitted that he probably knows how he should respond to me or what to do in situations, but he just chooses a different path just to see how I will take it… I told him that wasn’t too wise since my idea from that is he doesn’t understand me and what I want. So maybe we are taking it back and restarting over? Even Camille said he fucked it up, sorry lol. She’s just telling the truth brutally. I know I probably hit him over the head with a lot of things, which is causing him to get frustrated and sad, but you can think of it as indirect punishment. Terrence thinks he is causing riffs and stuff in my relationship with Daniel, and it may seem that way considering we both are discussing things and talking again, but in actuality Daniel and I just have a lot of things we need to talk about and figure out about each other. If anything our relationship didn’t form right from the beginning, and he was selfish in the beginning so… lol this entire situation is really messy… nasty messy x.x not to mention his non-traditional ways kind of clash with my traditional ways… and you know, I can be non-traditional too, but for a relationship to form right with me and even for me to feel a stable connection, I need to be met half way at least… messy situation lol.