The Dangerous Kaos Experience

         OMG, Daniel kissed me last night finally! xD (  _ _)/ <--victory face.I couldn't believe it! It was a long time coming :P There are times he would lean in and look at me, and I would get all shy and turn away :$ While we were kind of cuddling in bed, he was hovering over me and he slowly inch, by inch, by inch cam closer and then lightly planted one on me xD Was hoping he'd take my face hostage, but it was sweet ^.^


         So, I guess now is the question of what are we, and where is this going? He text me saying that he would consider me his girlfriend and eventually leading up to something more ^.^ In my mind I was like jumping joy because I was hoping I wouldn't have to go through that commitment phobe shit like I did with Terrence... ( - .-) I'm just hoping he'll ask me out traditionally (and hopefully romantically) so it'll be more official and memorable. xD ( ' .')**(thoughts)

         So, Me and Daniel have been spending a lot of time together. :P In fact, he spent the night yesterday cuddling till dawn, then we spent all day together today. It was interesting because I didn't know he came prepared to spend the night xD.

          I went over to his place, so we could eat dinner. He's cooking dinner, and I'm actually excited! ^.^ He's making Roasted Garlic and Herb Spaghetti with ground turkey tonight, and I'm pretty hungry x.x I wish I could've taken a picture of this xD It's pretty cute watching this :P

         Sometimes I dunno, but I'm always wondering what he's thinking O.o Like when we're cuddling, and spending time together O.o We seem to flirt a lot, but at times I'm wondering where it is going :P 

         Today, I had learned some interesting stuff today about him, and I know he is going to read this to try and see what I say about the things I found in his closet or even what he is saying about.. *cough* sex and endurance xP I also got to see his fiancee's wedding ring, and also heard about how unconventionally romantic he can be and I just keep thinking how jealous I was of all of this.. O.o A lot was going on in my mind about what he has saying as far as his experience, wasn't sure how to take this. 

         Funnily enough, he doesn't know much about me and my *cough* interests :P. Though it's not like he's asked :P Not sure he would want to know things like that anyway xD I dunno, I guess I'm just kinda jealous.. xP Was searching through his ex's stuff and found interesting stuff that I didn't expect from her. He's pretty sweet though :P

         Sooooo... I met someone online recently ^.^ He makes me really happy, and it kinda happened so fast!! O.o 


         It all started when Terrence wouldn't and refused to give me a straight answer about our pending relationship or break-up issue. We broke up almost a month ago, and at one point I kept trying to give him space and make him miss me. But it made no difference because he claimed he did not want a relationship with me right now, and didn't think he was ready to make the change to make our relationship work.


         So, about a week later after getting back online and setting up my okcupid profile, I decided it's time for me to at least make an effort. And when I say timing is everything, I mean timing is EVERYTHING! lmao. So, Daniel found me on there after he narrowed down his search, and thankfully I had decided to put something related to Dubstep and Anime on there. I primarily did that because I knew it would be rare and hopefully ward off men xP. I had also put out there on my summary my rough March turmoil, to maybe give them forewarning to what to and what not to expect from me.


        Daniel contacted me and we started out slow as friends. He understood my situation, and he messaged me all day and everyday ^.^ He kept me going to the point that he and I decided to meet in person. We decided to go to the movies and we ended up seeing "Evil Dead" ( " -") it wasn't really great.. but afterwards we went to Starbucks and got tea and sat down and talked for HOURS till they were closing down the shop! When we are together he's right.. time just STOPS. It's like it's trying to get us to catch up. We have SOME MUCH IN COMMON it can be a bit scary and surreal!! Recently he's gone through same relationship issues and death of a grandmother this same time of year, and I couldn't be more thankful to have met him ^.^

         Yesterday, we had another spontaneous day of fun ^.^ He came by to originally give me the masks for my allergy problem (which of course comes at the WORST TIME!! -.-) and I invited him in. He didn't expect me to xD but I had wanted to see him, and apparently he did too :P I wanted to make a snack for him, and I didn't have the proper ingrediants, so we went to Wal-mart and got strawberries and Ritz crackers. Daniel was so intrigued, which he's highly intrigued about me it's unreal. We both do a lot of research, and put the effort into making things happen. And him and my bro get along so beautifully I was getting bit jealous xD He said my bro is cool, and that he reminds him of one of his old friends.


         Right now, I miss him... last night he stayed over kinda xD we stayed up and napped for an hour in each other's arms before we both had to get up and go to work at 5 A.m. He was aggressive and was holding me from behind, which felt so good :$ The way he rested his head in my neck it just felt so natural.. I wish we both had today off.. we had learned a little bit more about each other yesterday, and his place is really cool too ^.^ and his car! O.o We've been getting so close that I've forgotten about Terrence. In fact, he texted me when I was at applebees with Daniel (which again we stayed for hours at xD) and I never responded to him.. nor his words with friends request that has been pending for 3 days now. *sigh* where has he been all my life? lol :P