Okay, so my boyfriend has been pretty much m.i.a. for two days.. I mean he's said a few things, but hardly will spend time with me. So sick of this constant unnerving crap. He gets on facebook right, and gives all his likes and comment(s) to devon's page. And last night he plays Guild Wars 2 with him consistently. Completely uninvolved with "us". We don't do ANYTHING together! I mean what on earth is he.. what the fuck ever.. I just, whatever. Of course, he says he would never cheat on me again. Yeah right..
I'm shocked at how passive he is about our relationship. And how people hit on me and come after me on my facebook and in person at work or anywhere else, and he just sits there. Like wow. He won't stand his ground and place his stamp on me. He won't so to speak "mark his territory". How odd, huh?
It's like why can't he understand simple things. Like, it's NOT okay to stay friends with a girl whom is your ex and you cheated on me with! And you need to make time for your girlfriend. And you need to maintain and put effort and work into your relationship, before someone else does...
I know I keep saying this, but I think I'm going to just disappear for a while... like truthfully, I still feel a slight sting from his cheating and maintaining a friendship with her. And then his best friend completely ignore me until me and Terrence made it official. Terrence doesn't even see how people treat other people and judge you based upon the title you give the people in your life. Especially if you're married, you get discounts at times O.o
Anyways... why can't I be treated or feel like I'm the most beautiful girl in the world to him... perhaps to others they may think I am which at times gives me an ego boost to make me feel important or even beautiful... haha, there was this one guy who was my first customer one day and omg he was really really sauve, was like whoooooa what the fuck. O.O He wanted to buy me lunchon my lunch break, was like awww, he asked what time is my break, and stuff, he was really trying.. why can't Terrence be that way... he's so passive... so unfortunate...
