So yesterday, My dad called me... it was weir. My brother had went to visit him and laid it down about how and why we have distance ourselves from him. When my bro called to tell me how it went when he visited him, I was thinking I'd hear a changed man over the phone. But guess what... WRONG. He talked a lot. And I talked a considerable amount. But the thing is he still doesn't get it. What's even more is that he wants to hang with me and my bro, but he's making it seem like a chore almost. I mean wtf. He even counted how many months we hadn't talked precisely 8 months. Damn. But today he texts me in the morning and I'm like omg really?! I feel... weird! It feels like he doesn't know space or boundaries, practically because he found me on twitter and started following me, and he's getting in a bit to deep with my life and stuff. You know his way of abuse is still present in the mental and possibly emotional state. I haven't been able to tell him how I feel about all of this shit he's put me through not to mention what I thought about that nasty letter he sent me. You know, he tried to justify that letter on the phone with me yesterday as if it was ok he sent it. Wtf. No. I'm going to have to put my foot down but how...? I mean he thinks everything is peaches and it's not. Ugh.... he's kind of a gullible person to think that after his abuse I'd be willing to accept him back into my life. What was he thinking?! Need to change that mentality he has. NOW.
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