I was watching Runaway Bride again (after years ago from first watching it), but this time I actually saw things in their that made me go hmm... Perhaps it is coincidence that the the actor's name in the movie in real life's name is actually Richard O.o. But in any case, Julia Robert's character makes me remember my old days of "running" ._. and it's probably due to father issues blah blah blah :P But I've realized that I may have unanswered questions from my previous ex, Richard O.o.
In the middle of watching this movie, I started wondering what went wrong with my ex Richard O.o? I mean I knew what went wrong on my side to lead to my uncanny diffusion of feelings... but regardless what his words say, his actions were half assed and unavailable. I could see that I put him through a mixture of things, but I believe that it could've been avoid had he been more attentive and satisfying... Either way I am confused. And worse thing is that I'm coming to a road block in my current relationship where I wonder my value, interest level from the significant other, and a serious of events that may have been turning me in circles O.o. I would really not like to mess up this relationship... I don't know if I do... but I know I try to hard in all of them... I think this is why they say it's better for guys to be more into you than you are with him xP Can't seem to understand what I want right now, or how I feel for that matter....
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