Last Night.
Last night
was interesting and kinda funny xD. Daniel and I did get closer in many ways
last night. I feel bad though because I cried in front of him, about my ex and
the recent past… I sometimes feel like I jumped in too soon with Daniel, but at
the same time I feel really fortunate to have him by my side ^.^ He is the guy
I’ve been looking for, he is the guy that I wouldn’t mind living out the rest
of my years with ^.^
My ex’s,
Terrence, birthday is coming up in 4 days.. I shouldn’t care, and I don’t because
I’m not going to wish him happy birthday lol, but it just made me remember
things about him.. us.. As Mom said, Terrence isn’t a bad guy, he’s just more
than likely not for me. I say it like that because I felt so strongly we were
going to last, thought no time could or nothing could tear us apart… worse part
is that he is coming back to Riverdale for summer break, which will be the
challenge that Daniel and I face. I dunno how he feels about it. I just know he
is very focused on me and our relationship, which I appreciate and admire a
lot.
Daniel is
like no one I have ever met. There’s this one face that he makes that I just
can’t control myself (lol which he doesn’t know), actually there are a few
faces he makes that is irresistible. :$ Today
is going to be proving how well rounded he is in the game of love lol :P I’m in
for a real surprise ^.^. Right now, he’s sleeping in my apartment, and watching
him was cute. I have to adjust to him so much though. The last time I had a
boyfriend that was close in proximity to me was 4 years ago.. The last time I
had a boyfriend who was truly in love with me was 10 years ago (Richard for 6
years) O.o Funnily enough, I think Daniel is right though. I think we are for
each other, it’s just taking me longer because of how fresh the break was from
Terrence, and also because I’m still learning about him (and him learning about
me). I can say one thing though lol, there’s never a dull moment xD
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