Kaos and Vortex
Daniel and
I are quite the team. I can safely say that I am in love with him :$. I didn’t
know what to think when we first got together. I was afraid he was going to
become the rebound guy by how things were moving so fast.. but for whatever
reason things just seemed to work to its advantage.
Daniel and I went shopping and to
the movies at the Mall of Georgia this weekend! And it was too awesome @.@ We
also got lucky and found an anime store that newly opened up that week! That
mall has everything! Except his tribal like store T.T He bought me quite a lot
of stuff, which I appreciated :$. I’ve never had anyone soak up my time like he
has, and be so involved with me and my life before. He is really a dream come
true, and I hope I never wake from this dream. I used to think that I would be
devastated if one of my exes died unexpectedly if I was with one of them.
That’s primarily because I was borderline obsessive to make it work and
succeed. But I know that I may go forward without them after really thinking
about how toxic the relationships were. With Daniel, perhaps it’s too soon to
say this, but I don’t think I could ever go on without him if he died…. I know
he said he wouldn’t want us to be lonely and stuff, but honestly, if (and only
if) someone could out match Daniel then maybe I would try with them if Daniel
had died. I’m on the fence about it now because we are just starting out, but
right now I think it would be hard for me to re-invest in someone especially
after a loss like that. He’s really special to me.
Sunday we had a lax day. We tried
out this Thai restaurant, but it did not meet up to our expectations… However,
we only did that so we could go to our new spot called “yo tops yogurt” ^.^. It
was like we were having our first date all over again :$. Later on I tested out
my new controller that he had his company make for me ^.^ very prettyful xD
While typing pre-typing this on my
job (so I can post with pictures later lol :P), I just recently found out that
anyone caught on their cell phone now is going to be TERMINATED. What kind of
bullshit is this..? Yeah, so I can understand that there are standards and
expectations that comes with this type of job, but from what I understand
people are bringing and using their tablet and stuff to work and that it’s
getting out of hand… great. When I get off and do my errands, I am going to
hunt for a new job like my life depends on it!!! I had considered taking on a
second job so I can get my loans paid down and credit card paid off quicker. To
be honest, I think I need a back-up plan just in case. I still have not heard
back about the job with GRTA and the recruiter getting me on with Delta yet.
I’m hoping my clout at this job and even my inability to do anything wrong or
whatever, can be part of their decision factor if I end up being fired for
something simple as my phone.
I miss Daniel… A LOT :$
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